The last 10 days..

The last 10 days have been tough.

I’m feeling a sharp discomfort within me – like I’m caving under the weight of financial pressures and just going through the motions with this job. It’s hard to put into words, but it feels like I’m betraying myself by not dedicating every waking moment to building what’s truly ours.

Wish we could sit over coffee and talk this out, like the good old days – but I know that’s not on the table anymore. If I ever had a big brother, now I know exactly who it would’ve been.

But when the pain recedes and the days pass, it won’t just be a vacuum left behind. I’ll come back stronger – so strong that nothing will stop us from changing the world and the way it’s run.

If only I could find a way to end this pain and get back to working on our vision – this time with real growth and soaring to new heights. For now, this grind and discomfort have taught me one thing: emotions and words mean nothing without action.

Thank you for all those times you kept my energy contained and focused. Right now, it feels like I’m just floating around, surviving for the sake of it. 🙏🏽